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MY PERSONAL TAKE ON THE EVENTS THAT EFFECT OUR SOCIETY DAILY!

Today, as 2007’s friend pour into town, I was struck by how many distinct sets of friends he had. Family, neighbors, politicians, his Swampland posse, his boys and his girls, Professors, colleagues, Polk county friends, North Carolina friends, cyberspace friends who'd never met him "in the flesh"... Trying to walk down the street with him was an exercise in frustration, as 2007's fans flocked to him like the Pied Piper. He was so much, to so many. One of his greatest gifts to us is each other.

I remember the first time I saw 2007 12 months ago. You couldn't miss him, of course. It was a so so day filled with headaches, hangovers and hope. He could have skated in 20 minutes late, flip his skateboard up onto his desk, crack open a chocolate milk and begin to drink... 200 eyes on him. 2007 would turn around and give us a little wave and we would never have noticed he tardiness. The thing was, and it *clearly* pissed off dear Father Time, he routinely scored the highest marks in the Year of Years assignments. Immediately I said to myself, "I need to know this year..." So I cornered him and announced, "You and I are going to be friends..." 2007 looked me up and down and said, "Uh....No thanks..."

And so it began. 2007, in those days especially, had an approach to people that was at best "challenging", & at worst confrontational. Those who didn't "get" 2007 brushed him off as a clown, but to those who watched, and listened, it was clear there was something extremely profound going on. 2007 had an uncanny ability to see into people, to look through you, to reflect your own insecurities and hang-ups back at you, until you had no choice left but to drop them... and dance with him. 2007 called your bluff every time... Despite his best efforts to the contrary, eventually we did become friends. I simply refused to let him go, or to let him push me away... I knew in my core that if being 2007's friend required change, well then I'd change. It was worth it... 2007 taught me more lesson than even my first year did and lets face it eating solid food, walking and using the potty are hard lesson to forgo but dear 2007 has been the best year of lessons so far!

2007 was a hack in the true “YEAR” tradition. As the months passed, 2007 didn't often brag about his missed accomplishments and let downs around the world. In these days he was known by his handle, the "Redheaded Freak". Luckily (for him and for us), he later turned his attention to more "legitimate" and “Fanciful” endeavors. 2007 was an utterly brilliant puppet master. For our thorny lives, the world was broken into pieces and yet we were all held together by 2007. Under 2007’s lead, we settled into an efficient working mode. Around 2007, it seemed there were three ways to solve any problem. The right way, the wrong way, and 2007's way, which made the "right" way look foolish by comparison. 2007 found a home he loved here on earth, where he found at least a few people that could *almost* keep up with him.

Being around 2007 was a feast for both the senses and the heart.

There are the delicious images, we all have archived in our minds... 2007 was so beautiful to look at, so exquisite... His charm, his wit, he was... the incarnation of intensity and anticipation... To watch him thinking, lost in space, tuning everything out while his mind unraveled the complexities of some algorithm or machine... And then there were the sounds... The tick-tick-tick of the clock on the wall that announced his impending doom... And wherever 2007 was, music was not far behind... Fergie, Matchbox 20, Fiest, Garth Brooks legends re-born and hatched. Despite appearances & his pale face, 2007 was no "white boy." Watching 2007 dance was a lesson in freedom, and unadulterated joy. His Mojo was workin.. And then there were the smells... I LOVED these, Miss Dior, Cancan, Supermodel…I could go on. Those who knew 2007 primarily in Cyberspace were denied this unique aspect of life with 2007.

With 2007, what you saw -- was what you got. He lived without pretense and gave of his pure heart completely. He had more "best friends" than I can count, because he made each one of us feel like his best friend. As far as I could tell, 07 never really treated anyone differently from anyone else. Ol’ 07 ignored both celebrity and authority. When Senator Hillary Clinton passed through for a reprieve on the eve of a tough election, 07 pulled her aside and told her to "kick some ass."

2007 was utterly unique. A genius. Compassionate. Generous. Kind. 2007 was not stingy with his love. He told us, and he showed us. He gave and gave and gave. Each of us knows how blessed we were to share a few moments on this earth with him.

Although what we've lost is tremendous, what he gave us is immeasurable. So on his last day with us I will look back and remember all the up and down, wrongs and rights and take only the best piece of each with me. I closing 2007 will go down in history as one among many but not one to be forgotten.

To those who knew 2007, no explanation is necessary... To those who didn't, no explanation is possible...
I had a great chaance this past weekend to be a delagate at the Florida Democratic Convention and even though none of the major presidentual hopefuls could attend, It was still a great event! The air was thick with drive and you could feel that the party is banded together for the next step in this process and ready to move past the bad decisions of other! I was esp. happy to see the wonderful turn out of young people like myself!
SO...I would like to hear if anyone else had been to their state conventions and also how they went? Or are any of you noticing the same types of feeling in your areas?
WHAT ARE YOUR THOGUHTS?? I THOUGHT THERE WHERE SOME SURPRISING STANCES AND FRONT RUNNERS. I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR HOW EVERYONE FELT ABOUT IT.

ALSO SECOND TALKING POINT WHERE DO YOU FEEL THAT THIS SET THE DEMOCRATIC PARTY IN THE PRESIDENTIAL RACE?

I AM JUST LOOKING TO HEAR WHAT EVERY FELT ABOUT THIS.
OK SO I AM SOMEWHAT NEW TO POSTING ON DEM.ORG SO THIS IS MUCH MORE HARSH THAN I WOULD NORMALLY PUT ON HERE BUT I DO POST BLOGS ON ANOTHER SITE SO THE TONE IS OK FOR THAT...I AM POSTING THIS INREFERENCE TO A BLOG THAT THE WONDERFUL AND TALENTED ASHLEY LEVINE POSTED ABOUT A BOYCOTT OF PETROLEUM AND BUSH...ENJOY!
OPINIONS ARE LIKE WELL YOU KNOW, WE ALL KNOW THIS. BUT I FEEL I NEED TO SHARE A MUCH NEEDED FACT TO EVERYONE!! AND PLEASE BARE WITH ME I AN NOT BEING HATEFUL...WHAT A LIE YES I AM ...

OK...LISTEN PEOPLE NOT BUYING GAS ON THE 15TH OF MAY OR ANY OTHER CERTAIN DAY...WILL NOT I REPEAT WILL NOT EFFECT THE PRICE OF FUEL IN THE LEAST!! THE PRICE OF FUEL IS DESIDED LONG BEFORE YOU SEE A PRICE AT A PUMP...TRUST ME I DEAL WITH FUEL PRICING ALL DAY EVERYDAY. NO MATTER IF EVERY SINGLE PERSON IN THIS COUNTRY, EVERY SINGLE PIECE OF EQUIPMENT AND EVERY SINGLE VESSEL IN THE WATERS SURROUNDING THE COUNTRY DID NOT BUY FUEL FOR ONE DAY...IT WOULD NOT EFFECT THE FACT THAT THEN EVERYONE WOULD HAVE TO BUY IT THE FOLLOWING DAY!! THE ONLY WAY YOU ARE GOING TO EFFECT SOMETHING LIKE THIS ON A LARGE SCALE IS TO NOT USE ANY PRODUCT THAT USES ANY TYPE OF PETROLEUM PRODUCT TO MOVE OR BE MADE!! UNDERSTAND?? THIS MEANS YOU COULD NOT ONLY NOT DRIVE YOUR CAR OR RIDE YOUR BIKE (BECASUE MOST OF THE PARTS ON THE BIKE WHERE MADE BY MACHINES RUN OFF OF GENATORS RUN OF ...YEP YOU GUESS IT...PETROLEUM FUELS) BUT YOU ALSO COULD NOT HAVE SUGAR IN YOU TEA BECASUE I HATE TO TELL YOU BUT FLOIRIDA CRYSTALS AND US SUGAR THE TWO LARGEST SUGAR MANUFACTURES IN THE WORLD ARE OUR BIGGEST CUSTOMERS AND YA KNOW WHAT THEY BUY THOUSANDS AND THOUSANDS OF GALLONS OF GASOLINE AND DIESEL PRODUCTS EVERY SINGLE DAY TO RUN THEIR REFINERIES...SO ALONG WITH THEM THERE ARE MORE PRODUCTS AND TASKS YOU PREFORM EVERY SINGLE DAY THAT USE PETROLEUM PRODUCTS TO BE EITHER MADE OR TO RUN, SEE!!

SO DO WE SEE WHY YOU SHOULD STOP WASTING YOUR TIME POSTING THESE SILLY CHAIN LETTERS?? WHEN YOU YOURSELF WOULD FORGET AND WILL END UP GETTING GAS ON THE 15TH ANYWAY!! PLEASE IF YOU WANT TO MAKE CHANGE...BE CHANGED! DON'T JUST PREACH IT!! JUST TRYING TO SAVE YOU THE EMBARASSMENT OF LOOKING STUPID ANY LONGER PEOPLE!!

LOVE YOU ALL YOU LITTLE "SHORT BUS RIDERS" HOPE I HAVE LEARNED YOU A THING OR TWO!! PLEASE I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR THE ARGUMENTS THAT WILL ARISE OVER THIS ONE!!

Democrats.org has a post called "Rep. Juanita Millender-McDonald (D-CA), 1938-2007" that's worth checking out...





Juanita Millender-McDonald, the congresswoman who represented the 37th District in Southern California, died of cancer late Saturday in Carson, California. She was 68. She was first elected to the House in 1996.


MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYER GO OUT TO HER FAMILY, FRIENDS, AND ALL THE OTHER LIVES SHE TOUCHED!
PREVENTION vs. CURE
Current mood: determined
Category: Life


OK...SO TO STOP THE NEEDLESS HECKLING AND SLEW OF E-MAILS THREATINING MY LIFE HERE IS THE 2ND HALF TO THIS MORNINGS FANTASTIC BLOG(IF I DO SAY SO)

SO I SHOULD ADD THAT I STARTED OUT WRITING MY BLOG THIS MORNING BECAUSE OF THE TRAGIC EVENTS AT VIRGINIA TECH YESTERDAY.

SO BEFORE I BEGIN TO RAMBLE LET ME SAY MY THOUGHS AND PRAYERS SO OUT TO ALL OF THE STUDENTS AND FAMILIES EFFECTED BY YESTERDAYS SELFISH EVENTS.

MY ORIGINIAL BLOG WAS ONLY INSPIRIED BY THOSE EVENTS BUT NOW AFTER LISTENING TO SERIES OF EXPERTS TALK ABOUT WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN DONE AND GRIEF COUNCILORS SPEAK OF HOW TO OVER COME THIS HORRIBLE TIME, AND THEN ALSO SOME OF THE COMMENTS AND CONVERSATIONS I HAD AFTER THIS MORNING. MY WHOLE FOCUS IS SOMEWHAT CHANGING. IN REGUARDS TO TRUST I FEEL THAT MY THEORY ON TRUST COMPLETLY APPLIES IN THIS SITUATION.

SEE I DO NOT TRUST PEOPLE COMPLETLY I HAVE KNOW FOR MOST OF MY LIFE, SO ALTHOUGH I DO FIND YESTERDAYS EVENTS HORRIFIC I AM NOT SUPRISED BUT THEM...WHY? SIMPLY BECASUE I DO NOT TRUST PEOPLE, THERE FOR THAT SOMEONE I DO NOT KNOW COULD COME AT ANYTIME AND HARM ME DOES NOT SEEM LIKE A FAR FETCHED IDEA..WHY WOULD IT I DO NOT TRUST THEM ANYWAY! SO TO BE TAKEN BACK BY THIS IS USELESS. RIGHT?

WE HAVE ALL HEARD THE OLD SAYING "AN OUNCE OF PREVENTION IS WORTH A POUND OF CURE" WELL I AM TELLING YOU I BELIEVE IT 100% MIGHT EVEN MAKE IT MY NEW HEADLINE. NOW I AM NOT SAYING THAT Cho Seung-Hui KILLING 32 PEOPLE COULD HAVE BEEN PREVENTED IN A LITERAL SENCE OF COURSE NOT COMPLETLY HE WAS JUST A SICK SICK INDIVIDUAL, BUT I DO BELIEVE THAT FROM A CULTURAL BACKLASH STANDPOINT THE BLOW COULD HAVE BEEN SOFTENED DRASTICALLY HAD MORE PEOPLE BE LESS TRUSTING. THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO WILL NOT RETURN TO THAT SCHOOL, POSSIBLY BE SCARED FOR LIFE, NEVER RETURN TO BEING PRODUTIVE MEMBERS OF SOCIETY !...WHAT? THINK THAT IS A BIT DRASTIC. LOOK UP: SOCIOPHOBIA, DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY NORMAL PEOPLE DEVELOPE IT AFTER A TRAGEDY LIKE THIS. TOO MANY! IF THEY WERE PREPARED BETTER FOR THIS TYPE OF LIFE CHANGING EVENT THEN THEY WOULD NOT SUFFER SUCH A HORRIBLE LET DOWN WHEN IT HAPPENDS. I KNOW I KNOW WHAT AN AWFUL WAY TO VIEW THEY WORLD BUT THIS IS THE WORLD THAT WE LIVE IN AND AS MUCH AS I STRIVE TO CHANGE IT FOR MYSELF AND FOR FUTURE GENERATIONS, THE DAYS OF TRUST EVERY PERSON YOU PASS ON THE STREET CORNER ARE LONG LONG LONG LONG GONE, SO WHY PRETEND THEY ARE COMMING BACK?

OK THAT SEEMS LIKE A GOOD STOPPING POINT FOR NOW...BUT I HAVE A LOTS MORE TO SAY BEFORE I AM FINISHED WITH THIS TOPIC...SO I'LL POST MORE LATER!!

Trust... No More, A LOT LESS Current mood: sympathetic Category: News and Politics

WELL SINCE I THINK IT IS SUCH A GREAT JUMPING OFF POINT I AM GOING TO START THIS BLOG WITH ANOTHER WORD DEFINED...

Main Entry: 1trust Pronunciation: 'tr&st Function: noun Etymology: Middle English, probably of Scandinavian origin; akin to Old Norse traust trust; akin to Old English trEowe faithful -- more at TRUE 1 a : assured reliance on the character, ability, strength, or truth of someone or something b : one in which confidence is placed 2 a : dependence on something future or contingent : HOPE b : reliance on future payment for property (as merchandise) delivered : CREDIT trust> 3 a : a property interest held by one person for the benefit of another b : a combination of firms or corporations formed by a legal agreement; especially : one that reduces or threatens to reduce competition 4 archaic : TRUSTWORTHINESS 5 a (1) : a charge or duty imposed in faith or confidence or as a condition of some relationship (2) : something committed or entrusted to one to be used or cared for in the interest of another

OK SO DID YOU READ IT ? I HIGHLIGHTED THE SECTIONS MOST APPLICABLE TO THIS RAMBLING. SO MOST KNOW THAT I HAVE AN EXTREMLY DISPARAGING VIEW ON TRUSTING ANOTHER HUMAN BEING. I MEAN WE ARE ALL BORN SINNERS CORRECT? SO WHY SHOULD I TRUST YOU? I MEAN THERE ARE A SELECT FEW THAT I DO TRUST TO AN EXTENT BUT NO ONE I TRUST COMPLETLY. NOW I HAVE BEEN TOLD TIME AND TIME AGAIN THAT THAT IS NO WAY TO BE, BUT I AM BEGINNING TO THINK NO NOT THINK I AM BEGINNING TO KNOW THAT I AM RIGHT. WHY DO WE FEEL WE NEED TO "PLACE ALL OUR EGGS IN ONE BASKET" , IS IT NOT OK TO TRUST DIFFERENT PEOPLE FOR DIFFERENT THINGS? DO YOU GO TO THE DENTIST FOR A PAIN IN YOUR LEG? NO!! SO IF EVERYTHING ELSE IN THE WORLD CAN BE SO SPECIALIZED WHY NOT OUR TRUST. FOR INSTANCE I MIGHT TRUST ONE PERSON WITH MY SECRETS AND ANOTHER WITH MY FEARS , AND EVEN ANOTHER WITH MY MOST IMPORTANT HEART, BUT I AM NOT GOING TO BE SELFISH AND OVERLOAD ONE PERSON WITH BOTH...AWHHH THERES THE RUB...I JUST REALIZED ARE WE TO LAZY TO FIND PEOPLE TO TRUST WITH ALL THE DIFFERNET ASPECTS OF OURSELVES? I THINK THAT IS THE PROBLEM. WELL I AM GLAD TO KNOW THAT I AM NOT HEARTLESS...NOR LAZY...BECAUSE I DO NOT CHOOSE TO LET EVERYONE IN ON ALL THE ASPECTS THAT IS JESSICA. SO NOW THAT I HAVE MADE THIS MAJOR DISCOVERY ON TO MY REAL POINT/ INSPIRATION FOR THIS RAMBLE. YA KNOW I AM GOING TO SAVE THAT FOR ANOTHER BLOG LATER TODAY. WATCH FOR THAT. UNTIL THEN HAVE A SAFE AND HAPPY DAY!!

SO TO ALL NEW TO MY BLOG ON THE DEMOCRAT WEBSITE THIS IS A REPOST FROM A BLOG  I WROTE EARILER THIS WEEK.  HOPE YOU ENJOY!!

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