better keep these quiet. If people see how well this sight doesn't work now they'll never elect Dems. I still can't get to my dashboard. Frequently when I see a post I would like to read I get invalid URL, Hey site guys, you assign the URLs how can it be invalid?

Late Friday afternoon I was driving with my daughter. She asked if I was going to watch Stand Up 2 Cancer that evening. I said yes but that it was going to be hard. You see my mother died of cancer. My wife�s father died of cancer. My daughter said she guess she understood. The thing is someday she probably will. As we all learned that night or at least those who did not know already, everyone gets touched by cancer eventually.

When the show began I was where I am most nights at eight oâ�� clock, I was washing dinner dishes. I looked up and saw the people in the stands as they asked that every other person sit down. As I listened to one person after the next tell who in their lives had already been lost salty tears reached my lips. Ever time someone said â��my momâ�� the tears grew stronger. I remember my mother taking care of a neighborâ��s wife as she whittled away from cancer. My aunt on my motherâ��s side was more than emaciated by the time she passed. I remember saying good-bye to my own mother while she could still understand. The more I watched the more it reminded me of other telethons gone by.   Read More »

From the lion Teddy Kennedy to the not so silent lamb Michelle Obama, that is the way to start a convention. Baltimore's favorite Californian Speaker Pelosi let the convention know that we'll get to take on John McCain, later. [Just heard the Tonight Show audience's response to Leno's question to McCain about houses and his POW answer - Carson would have thrown them out of the theatre] Back to what I was going to say. The themes they spoke about are the ideals that first brought me to the Democratic Party. First family, seating down to dinner together, helping kids with home work, helping neighbors when they need it. The other ideal, that to who much is given, much is expected. There are two views of America - one that looks at the shining city on the hill and the other stands on the shore looking out on the horizon.   Read More »

Words have to be more than just words. As we reach the apex of another election cycle it is time for words to start having real meaning. Unless you were the neighborhood bully one of the first platitudes thrown at you came from your mother, "Sticks and stones may break your bones but words will never harm you." Nice sentiment but as we grew up we learned that words can be more harmful than sticks and stones. The words I would most like to see us work into the fabric of our government come from Pres. Eisenhower and Sen. Robert Kennedy.   Read More »

Lets see how this goes over here. On DailyKos it has garnered more comments than anything I've ever written. I was even called a troll.

This will be a short one. I was truly disappointed yesterday when I heard Sen. John Edwards' announcement. I feel sorry for Elizabeth Edwards and the Edwards' family. However, there is a part of me that would have stood up and cheered if Elizabeth Edwards had announced that she was leaving him. Why do politicians keep doing this?   Read More »

The following is a repost of a something I recently posted elsewhere. This is the tale of Casey's Dream. It is an important story because it demonstrates the shortcomings of two segments of American life, a broken healthcare system, and a declining economy. It is also the story of one person, a little boat, a blog page, and the end of one. The person is me; the boat is called Casey's Dream and so is the blog. So let me take you back to the summer of 1998.   Read More »

I guess this site hs turned into the Clinton DLC Builder site considering the number of bloggers that think Hillary is the one who can win. Hillary and I will stop calling her Senator, has been adding a few chapters of her own to the Karl Rove, Lee Atwater playbook. I'm waiting for the Ken Starr endorsement to be announced. Remember Tanya Harding's performance in the Olympics after she kneecapped her opponent? Well that is what it will look like if Hillary is nominated.

While I have written in favor of the senator's various positions I have not made a formal endorsement. That ends here. I believe that the one Democrat that can truly change this nation for the betterment of the average American household is the Honorable Junior Senator from the state of Illinois, Sen. Barack Obama. Why? He was right on Iraq. He is right on the issue of lobbyist in Washington. He is right about the havoc that insurance companies and drug companies have to to our healthcare system. He is right on the corruption of wealth in the oil industry. He is right on the need to concentrate on protecting and improving the environment. He understands why my wife and I are making more money than ever before, yet are budget is past the breaking point. He understands that we are no longer viewed in the world community as the great United States of America. We are viewed as a nation that is wrong on Iraq, wrong on trade, and wrong on diplomacy. Our nation was for many years as the last best hope. Now more everyday we are viewed as a nation of greed and corruption. The generation after the baby boom of the late forties and fifties was called the 'Me" generation. As a nation at 232 years old we are coming into our teens. So the choice is do we want a to be a generation dedicated to change that helps all or a "me" generation dedicated to seeing this new gilded age going forward. From this amateur historian's point of view I can't help but point out that while the "gilded age" did build a lot of wealth and founded companies that are still at the heart of our economy, it also was the catalyst for the "Great Depression." So the question is do we re-elect a "Hoover" ensuring a second "Great Depression?" Or do we want to elect a "FDR" and make the course correction before the disaster hits.

This should be an award given to all the HillBills that don't see your are beating are horse deader than Whitwater and Monica Lewinsky. Team HillBill has decided that the tools of the vast right-wing... that nearly took down his presidency should be used against a member of their own party. But then they were the team that wanted Republicans to vote for Dems because they couldn't get Dems to come out and vote for them. Hillary is a New York Senator not because she won the Dem vote but because she won the upstate Republican vote. If we put up Hillary we will have a new Republican President. How would President-elect Romney or President-elect McCain sound to you then. You will have to run against every Clinton scandal proved or otherwise in Nov. so be careful what you wish for.

It is time to shoot for the stars. When it comes to healthcare that means a single-payer system. When Dick Cheney piled a bunch energy execs in a room to work out the nation's energy plan we all shouted foul. As we look back at how the Clinton's jointly did the same with healthcare we again are calling foul. Why, because the results seem to be much the same - rising costs for the American people. That is only the first foul I want to call on the Clintons.   Read More »

Everyone should watch Bill Moyers Journal from last night. Both of his guests last night spoke to the problems of today and how we got there. First up was David Cay Johnston of the NYT. The second was Harvey J. Kaye a professor at the University of Wisconsin Green Bay. Their books that they discussed last night are now on my list to read in full. Mr. Johnston's book Free Lunch: How the wealthiest Americans enrich themselves at government expense (and stick you with the bill) exposes grants subsidies and other ways we pay to support the likes of Donald Trump, Geo. Steinbrenner, and a former Texas business man, turned Governor, turned (stole) President, George W. Bush. I'll get to Mr Kayes book after the flip.   Read More »

To all business men I say - sorry -business has its ups and downs. You the business people have to find your own capital. Last night the rebate figure tossed about was $600.00 to low income households. I bet my wife and I aren't included in that even though she is an adminstrative assistant and I am disabled. We can barely make our bills and $600.00 is only $50.00 a month over the course of a year. $50/month doesn't even pay my pharmacy bill and we have better insurance that a lot of others out there. Throw in doctor office co-pays and it is even less. When I know the specifics I will be contacting Senators Cardin and Mikulski and Congressman Ruppersberger and tell them don't you dare give business a dime. I and my wife have worked for "small business" and I'm sorry I hate hearing them cry poor when then live in huge houses and drive Jaguars and BMW SUV's. The hardest part of managing a small business is figuriinng out how little you can pay your work force. Pay too little and they will steal you blind one paperclip at a time just to get even. Pay too much and they can't take the week after Christmas to go to the Islands for a week.

I must have been watching a different debate than the national pundits. Maybe I'm just an Obama supporter. However I disagree with most of the personalities on MSNBC last night after the debate. When Chris Matthews opened the post debate show pronouncing Sen. Clinton the clear winner my jaw dropped. Then his reasoning left me more befuddled. While I thought she and Sen. Edwards did well I did have a few criticisms of both. Let's start with what Matthews says is the reason she won the debate.   Read More »

Yesterday, while in a waiting room of a physical therapy facility I met a man with Muscular Dystrophy. I was enduring CBN's Pat Robertson on the television. I started to scribble some notes for a possible diary. Then from behind me came the voice of someone who was definetly not a fan. The fellow was engaged in a conversation about the hypocracy of some (I'm being generous) conservative Christians. Soon we began to compare notes on how both of us have ended up needing to use a wheelchair part time. When ever I tell someone I had polio the conversation turns to President Roosevelt. He made the statement that what made FDR great was his need to overcome the limitations brought on by polio. That dealing with physical obstacles makes one look at things differently.   Read More »

hey everybody take a minute and let the guys running this blog know they need to fix the damn search engine. Run it one time and see how many of your posts it actually finds.

The real question should be why socialized medicine. When this post went up on Daily KOS someone suggested the term Civilized Medicine is more to the point and I agree. So to continue...The answer is really quite simple because capitalism and compassion do not go together. For at least 2 decades, our country has been governed politically by a mindset that making profits, increasing personal wealth, shameless consumerism, and endless financial growth were the "Holy Grail" of civilization, and that from these all good things flowed. Cutting taxes, cutting operating costs, lowering prices, increasing credit availability were all strict tenants of policies to further its progress. I believe that the root cause of the medical availability issue runs much deeper. As a society, we have embraced a culture where these goals have superseded all others. The casualties have been any element of business or government that does not further these ends, such as health care benefits and funded pensions.   Read More »

This is a follow up to my most recent post. Tuesday morning at 10:30am federal medicinal marijuana patient Irv Rosenfeld will be holding a press conference at the Westin Hotel, 400 Corporate Drive, Ft. Lauderdale, Fl. 33334, in the Board Room. Irv is celebrating 25 years of legally smoking marijuana medicinally. There you and hopefully a gaggle of reporters will have the opportunity meet and listen to Mr. Rosenfeld. Irv is one of five surviving patients of the Compassionate Investigational New Drug (IND) program of the Food and Drug Administration. Irv participated in "The Missoula Study". It not only confirmed his need to use marijuana medicinally it also verified his success with it. I told you in my last post about what I witnessed last spring. I most recently became aware of a fellow named Al Byrne and Patients Out of Time. You should listen to his opening remarks from 2004 at The Third National Clinical Conference on Cannabis Therapeutics Link
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That was the title of a press release I received the other day. But before I put up the whole press release I would like to tell you about one of the five patients referred to in the release. I met Irv Rosenfeld last year when Maryland's House of Delegates' Judiciary Committee was holding hears on HB 1040 Maryland's Compassionate Use Act. We spent the whole day together waiting for us to be called into the hearing room. We learned a lot about each other that day. For one I learned that someone is passionate enough about medical marijuana laws to give up basically two days to come all the way to Maryland from Florida to help me be able to get the medicine I need.   Read More »

This one is for FOS; It is already up at Daily KOS.

I arrived question in hand to Wednesday night's Countdown to Change in Largo, Md. Novice that I am I was hoping for some sort of question and answer session after Sen. Obama spoke. Even though that was wishful thinking I certainly was not disappointed at all. After all I was there because the campaign, Kyle Watkins particularly, took note of my e-mail grousing about getting invitations everyday to attend this event or that, for a small donation. Though it would have certainly been nice to be in the VIP Tent with the candidate before hand I had good seats and met a terrific lady.
The sun was just about to set behind one of the buildings on Prince Georges Community College. A huge American flag hung as a backdrop for the stage.   Read More »

Wednesday morning (10/3/07), for me was at once like a scene out of Joseph Heller's "Catch-22" and Frank Capra's "Mr. Smith Goes to Washington." In the past I have had letters to the editor published in both my small town local paper, and the more major Baltimore publication The Sunpaper. Also encouraged by frequent and usually rather timely responses to e-mail letters, I recently went old fashioned and sent a snail mail letter to Rep. Dutch Ruppersberger, (D-MD) . In my letter I asked to meet with the congressman about his position on medical marijuana. Specifically I was asking him to sign the "Tandy Letter." The letter authored by John Oliver (D-MA) and Dana Rohrabacher (R-CA) asks DEA Administrator Karen Tandy to accept DEA Administrative Law Judge Mary Ellen Bittner's opinion/ruling in favor of the UMass-Amherst Medical Marijuana Research Production Facility, more on that later. While Rep. Ruppersberger did not sign the "Tandy Letter" he has voted each time in favor of the Hinchey-Rohrabacher Amendment. When I was contacted by the congressman's office the "Tandy Letter" had already been sent (Sept. 19 '07) sadly sans Rep. Ruppersberger's signature. Still they did call and offer me a meeting with Senior Policy Advisor Walter Gonzales. My reaction of course was an emphatic affirmative. When I hung up the phone I was overwhelmed with a feeling of "What have you gotten yourself into?"   Read More »